of talking to him tonight. I hate negativity, and I wanted … I just wanted to feel like there wasn’t this awful ending between us.

He said things to me that I wouldn’t say to the worst human being I know.

Half of me is numb. The other half isn’t doing well. I didn’t cry. I don’t think I can anymore.

All the logic in the world can’t take away the pain of hearing the nothingness in the voice of someone who I believed cared deeply for me.

I am going to bed now.